I think it’s quite justifiable that I am cranky, and stressed. So no more overthinking! No more trying to blame external things. It’s just the way my life is right now. Frankly it’s the way my life has been for years. And it’s understandable that I’m not coping all that well. In fact the question should not be ‘why am I not coping so well anymore’. It should be how in the world did I cope so well for so long?